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happiness? am i happy? written by my brother

الموضوع في 'English & French Archive' بواسطة mac2g07, بتاريخ ‏6 مارس 2009.

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      06-03-2009 22:16
    happiness? am i happy?

    I have to close my eyes before answering this "so big question". I have to visit my inner-land to meet my personal happiness. The only way to get there is by closing my bare eyes. My inner-land is nothing but myself/me. Am there now and my best guides in this strange journey are my heart, my mind and my soul:

    _ Hi my heart, how are u? Are u happy inside me?

    _ Happy?! Are u kidding man, how can i be happy with all u'r dirty sins and u'r bad habits, tell me how can i pump blood in u'r sinful greedy human being?

    _ Come on dear heart, am not the satan to tell me this unhealthy words. Am u'r friend and u are beating for my being. I know that u do great job to make me alive by u'r precious blood. U know am listening to u'r beating and i know that u will stop one day and u will let me alone with my deeds. Please my heart help me to find the way.

    _ Really i cant help u.

    My heart let me alone without answering my longing to happiness but i stil hear his expansive beating.

    It is too hot here in my inner-land like a very hot summer day. I become so thirsty and my ultimate need is to drink a cold cup of water. All of a sudden, i see a very busy man working without stop like time. I see him like a genious coming from the land of wisdom. I decide to ask him a cup of water.

    _ Hello

    _ Hello, am so busy what u want?

    _ Am so thirsty, i wonder if u can serve me a cup of water.

    _ With pleasure

    He gives me to drink and really the water was my ultimate happiness at that time.

    _ Nice water aha!

    _ Yes so fresh like a dream.

    _ We call it life here

    I see him smiling so i decide to know his identity:

    _ Who are u?

    _ U dont know me? its so strange, shame on u.

    _ Really i dont know u, we met before?

    _ In fact we are closely living together since u'r birthday.

    _ What?! tell me please how are u? am really confused.

    _ I know that u are looking for happiness and as u see am trying to help u to know the answer. Thinking is a hard job; but i will try my best to help u.

    _ Yes am looking for happiness. How told u this?

    _ Nobody, by the way i heard u'r conversation with u'r heart. Ok i will tell u who i am: am u'r mind.

    _ My mind?! nice to meet u.

    _ Nice to meet u too my dera mind and thanks for the cup of water.

    _ Are u looking for happiness?

    _ Yes i am, i hope to find it

    _ Can i ask u a question?

    _ Yes with pleasure, u'r welcome.

    _ Are u happy now?

    _ Are u kidding with me my mind. am here to know the answer. really i dont know what is the answer.

    _ But u was so happy when u drink the cup of water. U was really very happy.

    _ Yes i was i can not deny this fact. But tell me wut u want to say?

    _ U are confused like always. Ok i will tell u: when u was thirsty i was working hardly to offer u'r need and to guide u toward here to give u this cup of water. So i decided to make u happy by offering u this vital need "water". When u finished drinking u forgot about that happiness and as u see u are in front of me asking for happiness. Lisen, happiness is like that cup of water: i mean it is relative, short and do not last forever. U may have all the maney of the world, u may have the most beautiful woman next to u, u may have all the nice things in the world; but be sure that u'r happiness is fake and limited in time and space. Dont worry u have all the time to arrive at true happiness.

    My mind disappeared but i felt his presence, i felt that he is pushing me toward the eye of truth. Suddenly, a certain joy entred my being and the sky smiled for me. I did not know before that the sky has a very charming smile. Really i can not find the suitable words to explain this strange being. Now it is raining, the drops of water are kissing my face and cleaning my sinful heart and relaxing my busy mind. Out of the blue, all my surrounding transformed into a peacful whiteness. I decide to salute the majesty of the place:

    _ Hello, any body here? where i am?
    _ U are in spiritual land.
    _ who is talking with me?
    _ Am nothing but a voice and i can not show my being; u can only hear me.

    Imagine u'rself speaking into a voice. Really! it is an amazing journey full of surprises.
    _ Tell me whats u'r name?
    _ my name is so long and complex and u will not be able to catch its extensions. Am u'r true land of belief, am u'r way to freedom, am u'r path to wisdom, am u'r passage to eternity, am u'r password to knowledge, am u'r most powerful entity of u'r whole being: am u'r soul and i know that u are looking for the true happiness.
    _ Yes am here for that reason and of course i hope that i find the help in u'r kingdom?
    _ Listen carefully: i respect u'r coming here and i appreciate u'r strong will to running after truth. U'r heart is clean now and u'r mind becomes more relaxed. All the time u do mistakes and u feel not able to correct u'rself; but u'r strong belief in God helps u to depass all the obstacles. When u are close to Him u feel safe and warmed by His mercy. U'r heart is beating for Him, u'r mind is thinking of Him, me too am here with u to guide u to Him. The true happiness is Him and u are born to worship Him. Him is God, Him is the only true happiness that cures the illnesses of the self.

    Yes am happy, am the most happiest man on earth. My ultimate happiness is to plant smile whenever i go. In moments of weakness i have to learn strength, in moment of hatred i have to learn to love and to be loved. This short life is really hard but with belief we will find the way...

     
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